I have been busy over the last few weeks, but I really enjoyed spending time with Kaoru, as a matter of fact I always do. I must say that meeting and knowing her was definitely the best thing that ever happened to me in 2013.

I don’t know if it’s true I feel that pretty much everything in life has good and bad, light and shade.  If meeting Kaoru was the best thing that ever happened to me then forgetting about time, personal goals and aspirations were the worst things that ever happened to me, unexpectedly. Most of the time, I have lots of things to do. Although 24 regular hours a day are not enough and too short for me to accomplish all I have to do to reach my goals, but I sleep often with the fulfilment and satisfactory. Because I know that I am one more step closer to my goals and my dreams everyday. And now, all those feelings are gradually disappearing and replacing with love. I never would have thought that love would come to me this strong, it is like a tornado that happens so fast, it changes everything in my life but once I have experienced it can never forget it!

It’s funny that some of my friends feel like it’s a chore to spend time with their girlfriends! On the contrary, I feel that I am in the peak of happiness and I truly enjoy nothing more than spending time with Kaoru. It really makes me feel that time goes by faster than ever before! I’d rather just turn a blind eye to time and my aspirations, for the time being (Haha, I think I have learnt this particular idiom “for the time being” from Kaoru, she sometime says it. Hehe…but it is not my favourite saying though. Because my direction is clear and there is no doubt in my mind for what I believe. For the time being, it just sounds slightly negative and gloomy to me. )

I keep asking myself, are we rational human beings? Do we follow all forms of logic? Well, believe it or not, Kaoru has completely changed the forms and she changed me from a logical to an emotional person. I now believe love can change everything I know, it makes a heart beating faster than ever. To be honest, I am now suffering from many medical conditions, love caused my electrical impulses in the heart to disrupt, my heart rate exceeds well over the normal range. I have developed Bell’s Palsy, I am extremely happy and I cannot stop smiling in front of her. Perhaps Alzheimer is attacking my heart as well, absent mindedness and inability to focus on tasks at work and home. All these medical conditions I have to carry everyday. But fortunately I am not suffering so much from nymphomania. Phew… luckily!

Ok, I think I have rambled too much about love and my feelings. Let’s sum it up, shall we?

Without the one you love there is nothing else you want. Together, the strength can make hopes and dreams come true. A feeling so breathtakingly strong and gentle, it lifts you up above the ground. All these natural passion comes with four words, the Power of Love.